My love doesn't remember me

Bismillah,

This dunya is temporary akhi. It's a fleeting mirage. Turn your thoughts to the saloons of the akhi'ra. Booze without end, and no hangovers, no intoxication, but don't get it twisted, it's not Vimto. Pray two raka'aat and seek the mercy of Jesus, Lord of the universe. I may be getting my religions mixed up there, it's been a while, but don't lose the forest for the trees is what I mean.

Hallelujah.

I'm very saddened to read that dear Alex. I pray for your sake, and for your little girl's sake, that your ex sees some sense and begins to understand that she has to put her bitterness aside for the sake of the baby girl. 

Throughout the problems I have had in the last two years or so, in my marriage, it is this aspect of a child being involved that has kept me fighting. Every breakup, every threat of divorce, every ultimatum, has led me to face up to the unbearable heartbreak of not having my child in my life as much as he is now. We live and breath for each other. I just cannot bring myself to face life without him being there, every morning and every night.

I wish I could offer you some constructive, helpful advice. Instead, I will say just two things to you:

Firstly, as Bison stated, have faith in Buddha Christ. He will see you well in the end. He did not die on the ark, nor conquer Mecca, for nothing. And secondly, please keep your chin up. For the sake of the beautiful family you now have, and for the sake of the little girl that will return to you one day. Please make sure she does not have a broken dad to return to? About this second point, there are two things you ought to know:

First, God makes everything right in the end. Even for you and me Alex. Trust in Her. And second, if you ever need a brother to talk to, I am here my friend. I feel I ought to make this latter point clearer by elucidating on two things about this:

Clarification 1: I have not answered any of your recent emails because I have been busy and I had assumed that my troubles were bigger than yours. But I can see now that my time and troubles are nothing, dear Alex, so I will reply to you forthwith. Clarification 2: I use whattsup more nowadays, it's the way forward, so reach me on there my brethren? But before you do, you need to know two things about whattsup:

First and foremost: do not pay for the app or for use of the website. They will prompt you often to make a payment. Ignore that and continue using it. They've been threatening me for years, but I've never paid and I still get to use it. And secondly, whattsup allows the free transfer of photos and videos. Just like email I suppose. But whattsup is better for two reasons:

It is instantaneous. And the second reason it is better is that there is no restriction on the file size that you can send. So we could quite easily trade porn on there if we so wanted. But about this porn transfer, I feel I should make two things absolutely clear before we send each other anything:

I do not want to see you in this porn. That would be too much for me to stomach and it would probably ruin our friendship. So, please, I urge you, keep your weener and your naughty episodes to yourself. And my second point is this: we're being spied on everywhere. So please keep the porn clean. Just straightforward girl on boy action. Or girl on girl. Or girl and girl on boy. Or even boy and boy on girl, if that floats your boat. Having said that, I ought to point out a couple of things about what I just said:

When I say 'girl' and 'boy', make sure everyone taking part, even if they are only watching, is over 18. If there's any doubt, don't send it bro. And secondly, I didn't include 'boy on boy' on that list, not because I'm homophobic, but because I don't want to see that in case it awakens something deep within me that I cannot control. This is not the best time for me to experiment: my marriage is already being held together by sticky tape.

There's two things I ought to talk to you about regarding my last point about homosexual urges. But it is my bedtime, so I'm gonna have to leave that for another day. But yeah, I hope my two little points above helped a little Alex.

Shiva bless x